February 2012
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I’m having a hard time believing that Snooki is going to go many months without drinking or smoking while she’s pregnant. Dear lorrrrrd.. bless that child already. Holy moses.
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Maybe this storm will blow me away forever so i don’t ever have to pay rent again. Currently swallowing pride and asking Tim for money even though he gave me lots this month.
I’m honestly just wondering how the hell I was in such a dark place all of four months ago and thanking goodness that I am myself again. I mean life is still hard now and that will probably never change, but I take on the hard stuff with a completely different outlook..which really just changes everything to be honest. Nothing is impossible and everything is going to be fine. Always....
Oops I just downloaded 400 new songs to better prepare myself for Roo. It’s like Christmas!
i really used to like nicki buuuut......weird can...
Bon Iver: And I told you to be patient, and I told you to be fine. I told you to be balanced, and I told you to be kind, but now all your love is wasted. And then who the hell was I?
Death Cab: So one last touch and then you'll go and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more. But it was vile, and it was cheap and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me. Yeah, you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Radiohead: But I can't help the feeling I could blow through the ceiling if I just turn and run. And it wears me out... It wears me out. If I could be who you wanted, if I could be who you wanted all the time... all the time.
Brand New: You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold. Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones, spring keeps you ever close. You are secondhand smoke, you are so fragile and thin standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins.
Nicki Minaj: You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, yeah you a you a stupid hoe.You a stupid hoe you a you a stupid hoe. You stupid stupid, you a stupid hoe
sleepingtigers:
parents leave the house
i hope my neighbors like this song
my soul is yearning for summer. it aches.
my extremely shallow tumblr post of the day
i feel like i need to go to bonnaroo with really long hair and a really skinny body so “operation: no haircut/food” is a go.
ROO TICKET BOUGHT
and i’m going with my absolute very best friend in the whole entire world! HURRY UP JUNE
me when I go out: I should've stayed home
me when I stay home: I should've gone out
“I hate young people. All they do is shuffle and talk about New Jersey. These...”
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Lennon Dyer
i meeeeeeeeeean vanderbilt wants my 16 year old brother to call them tomorrow. am i the proudest big sister or AM I THE PROUDEST BIG SISTER.
and no not for his grades. lolzzz.
my heart has been hurting non stop for 48 hours. so i go to the doctor yesterday and get an EKG-everything is normal. i get blood tests done-everything is normal. i get a voicemail from the doctor today and she basically told me to start going to counseling again asap because i have been diagnosed with anxiety and if counseling doesn’t work i will need to be put on medicine. this is lovely...
hannersnannersmanners:
one day my heart will stop from anxiety I just know it.
WatchHAHAHHAA I LOVE YOU
Dear present and future Morgan,
When your heart hurts (is sad) or if your heart literally, physically hurts (like it does right now) you need to pray. You need to read the Bible because after all Jesus is in control of that hurting heart. This is the most important thing to do during anxiety.
There a few others that definitely don’t hurt..
hot tea
a hot shower
crying
Dallas Green
I’ve become A simple souvenir of someone’s kill And like the sea I’m constantly changing from calm to ill Madness fills my heart and soul as if the great divide could swallow me whole oh, how I’m breaking down
SOMEONE COME AND SOMEONE COME AND SAVE MY LIFE
excuse me while i cry
tough decisions. once you make it you can’t go back and it almost ruined my life once. ahhh ahhh ahhhhh. don’t know.
sometimes i get nostalgia from things i’ve never felt before. riddle me THAT
i’ve asked about you and they told me things but my mind didn’t change i still feel the same what’s a life with no fun please don’t be so ashamed i’ve had mine you’ve had yours we both know we know they won’t get you like i will my only wish is i die real cause that truth hurts and those lies kill and you can’t sleep thinking that he lies still so...
N-E-A-T-F-R-E-AK47 BABY
Why I am having some serious deja vu right now:
Studying notecards
This fluorescent lighting
Explosions in the Sky
It’s February
This bedding
Popcorn
Hot tea
I literally feel like I’m in my old apartment on campus and like it’s last year. Everything feels the same. This is weird.
Us | Regina Spektor
